purplesmile's Diaryland Diary

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cowardly approach

I’m a coward, because I could contact you more directly, I could email you, MySpace you, Facebook you (yes, I looked for you on Facebook, and see that you’re there). The truth is, though, I’m too fucking scared.

What if you say no? What if your life is better, easier, happier, brighter without me? I’m too afraid to hear that. This way, if I don’t hear from you, I can pretend it’s because you never stop here any more, and it’s not that you absolutely don’t want me in your life, but rather that memories of me have faded and you don’t think about me as often as I think about miss imagine you.

But here it is. I miss you, Anj, and if you’re ready to try to be friends again, I want it. I want to talk to you engage with your brilliant mind change the world remember passion and who I am and who I am when I’m around you when I’m most true.

4:40 p.m. - September 10, 2007

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